i knew gossips would start going
after racial harmony day
sometimes i wonder
why do i care so much about what
others say of me?
it really sucks to hear stuff
you dont want to hear!

im sorry for not being pleasing to the eye
or for doing things i once did.
but cant they just stop?
its difficult to be yourself
with those people going around doing that!
its what i dislike.
being true to yourself is good,
but tell me how if i just care so much
about what others think?
tell me how.
i just wish ALL OF YOU would stop.
im not angry. just hurt at that fact.
just imagine being criticised at
for doing nothing but doing the job your given.
its not like you wanted to say or act out something
like that. i wish you all would understand
and put yourself in my position.
im sorry for rattling and venting my depression
but i just got to say it.
im sorry):

it was so messy and everything
things came on last minute
and so many things happened backstage
people got missing and woahh..
it was complicated.
im glad its over(:
and i had a good catch up with esther.
over lunch time.
its quite cool! its great having friends.
they make you chirpy.

oh and i finally got to see shuquan and shumei
shyte, i miss them loads!
its been long really... i just want to say
WELCOME TO SINGAPORE!
i'll host you guys on SUNDAY.
ITS GONNA BE GREAT FUN.

tomoro is open day.
im a little nervous for it.
lining the hall seems tiring
and i get all fidgity! i wish i wont):
just give me strength lord.
and thanks for the encouragement and hugs
for today. i totally needed that(: thanks.

shoutouts:

boober.
i am yet to get you your present.
its coming soon! JUST WAIT.
and the squad present too(: heh heh!

jo.
i know i left many things for you to do.
till you gotta stay up late in the night
im sorry dearie. really apologise
for being an irresponsible woman.

steph.
heyhey! i know i havent caught up with you
and i promise i will and yeahh:D stay chirpy!
you know you want to kiss me. heh RANDOM.

RHD LTC GROUP.
hey all. im glad its all over.
all the hard work and everything.
im glad its paid offf(: heh!
oh remember, DEBRIEF.

kelly.
hey darl. i know i havent really went out with you.
its been long really.
i kinda miss the sec ones and twos days
where you werent so obssessed with tennis
hope to catch up with you soon:) grins.

gerald.
hey my darl dad.
its really long since we last talked.
i wonder what happened.
due to my increasement of friends?
haha(: joking.
i'll promise you i'll go for alpha course one day.
not this week! next week? i'll text ya(:

grace.
wow. its been long since we really last chat.
i know things changed
but i didnt expect it to change so much
you have your own group of friends now.
hope your glad(:
just remember im still your friend(:
once your good friend too(:

emma.
im glad things have finally settled down
thanks for being always there.
for me and everything.
you were there when people turned against me
you are truly a true blue green red friend(:
stay crazy and funkayee!!

cass.
you woman, i think your nerdy(:
heh! but i still enjoy being with you
STUDY GROUP! CHEN YANG<3
hahah(:

ruthiee.
hey shanghai woman.
i cant believe you left can):
i wish you will come back.
and rattle with me
lame with me. (: haha! i missin' you.
<3